I lost you.

Poem, written October 14, 2012 at five o'clock in the morning, after a severe depression, to the memory of my great friend, Edith Brönwiski, died in 2007.at the age of 30 years.


''Jag älskar dig, min Edith!...Jag tänker på dig ... mycket stark''

I lost you.

You are the light, the rising sun and hope

My crazy dreams, my fantasies and my fiction.

You are the pearl of the desert, sapphire distant countries,

The morning dew of Eden, nirvana my eyes.

I lost you.

My heart, you're an ocean of love and bliss.

My soul belongs to me and you make it more

A reserve alacrity of spirit and beauty.

I feel that my energy through your divine breath.

I lost you.

In the evening of my life you take me in your arms velvet

Offer me your sun, your coolness, thy pomp

Your charm and grace.

You're bewitching beauty and elegance.

I lost you.

You've escaped from my impossible illusion

To appear in the daylight, and make my life

A delight, the exaltation of happiness

A dream into reality.

I lost you.

You're sublime, a cherub grew in the gardens of Olympus

A love of Venus, reincarnated for me.

You are Aphrodite daughter of Zeus

Output mythology just for me.

I lost you.

In my folly and my fever furious

Meet you one day

I crossed mountains and valleys

Cross the seas and oceans.

I lost you.

North, which I knew nothing,

You arisen as telepathy

To surprise me in my distress

My hallucination, and my illusion.

I lost you.

You're beautiful in your short skirt

Your blouse lace your boots with heels

Your fur coat and grabbed

A fascinating body, sparkling youth and charm.

And I lost you.

The day you left for me to leave

On tiptoe, without saying a word.

I felt the light off at night

Your shadow me back as a ghost.

I lost you.

In the breeze on your steps

And you remember, I cry your absence

As a titi, lovesick

A poet in the absence of his muse.

I lost you.

You are returned to your country declined

Away from me, away from my eyes

In the thick fog and fascinating separation.

You are returned to nothingness ...

I lost you.

You're beautiful the day you appeared me

You're even more beautiful on the day you leave me.

You go without looking at me

But I feel your eyes wet.

I lost you.